Thursday, February 07, 2008
hey hey.. its the first day of chinese new year! not much happened actually mainly the routine of eating and eating and eating.. haha. we watched CJ7 today. quite nice la.
CJ7 is so cute. i'm going to make props for my little cousin Atticus so that he will wear to be like that! that guy is actually v lovable when he doesnt throw tantrums. i tried talking sense into him today about not fighting. for some reason. he loves to fight and push people. kick and hit. omg. but somehow i think he wasnt really listening. but if he wasnt why would he so quietly sit in my lap when i reasoned with him. normally he'd just -yes, hit you- and run off or squeal. haha.
i'm dying for the day i have my own kid and am able to teach him or her my values that i believe in. they say its so scary to face little lou but he or she is going to be so cute. haha hardly see a 20 yr old obsessing abt her own kid ya. haha.and i want at least 3 boys and a girl if i cant get twins -which i am dying for-. all cos i want my princess to be pampered by all her brothers. i think having older brothers to take care of you is a lucky thing. speaking of tigger, he went to KTV that day and learnt that silly jocie kwok, guo mei mei's new song..the english version of god is a girl and started singing and dancing. he looks so cute and stupid i cant help but hug him till he gets irritated. haha.
I'm waiting now for my nanny to finish her stuff so she will make nian gao for me. yes the sweet sticky thing that i so love! today cheryl called me auntie! omg ive upgraded. from jie jie to auntie! well seems natural when my brother is uncle. haha. somehow i miss jie jie.. =)
As the year comes ive realised ive spent so much its scary. but then again alot of it is for presents. but ya la i spend a lot on myself too. i should stop spending so much. cos really when i look at my cupboard and the things i wanna buy, not more than often the things resemble each other. so why get when i have a perfectly good substitute at home right. thats my new resolution.
I'm wondering if i can spare time for thai boxing. ive been dying to go but then time is not on my side. i'll try hard to squeeze time out. all of a sudden i realise my visits to US and norway and coming to fast i'm a bit scared. of what i dont know. if i did i wouldnt be. i guess i just hate to go somewhere where i have so many unknown factors. but i have to. and i will, thanks god i'm going with friends. =)
ooh the most impt thing of all. i realised i love my new roomie. she is so cute and so fun to play with. i cant believe i'm missing her just cos she is going back home to malaysia for a few days during cny. and she misses me too. i guess feelings do develop when u stay together. not to mention that she treats me like a little sister. shes is 3 years older than me. but still..i'd feel really sad if when i come back from norway i cant stay with her again =(
vday is coming. somehow i feel excited and sad at the same time. when i saw ah-meow getting ready for vday i felt so sweet at what she was doing. i was thinking ooh thats so sweet i'd love to have that. but only to realise ive gotten that before too. but why did it take me so long to remember. so the saddest thing is not having anyone to love you. but that you cant bear to love and dont want to love that person in return. so in conclusion it is a bliss to love someone and have that someone love you in return. AND be able to make concessions for each other and give way so that you guys will live happily ever after.
somehow today on cny. i feel so serene sitting at home. not wanting to go out for once. haha. maybe tml.
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