Tuesday, January 22, 2008
dedicating this to someone.. and anyone who feels the same.
JoJo - Too little too late
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move onI
'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh
It's just too little, too late
Yeah
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
♥
8:14 AM
mood swing week. so much hype on the norway trip. i dont understand the mentality on those who dont wanna go but cant we just leave them alone? omg. spend so much effort psycho-ing them.
been leading a decadent life ever since sch reopened. its mainly characterized by an indulgent lifestyle without responsibility. dunno why. guess the five day week itself is eating up alot of time alrdy leaving me no one single day free to do stuff. there is so much i wanna do. need to do and have to do. aiyah. i still wanna go for thai boxing. im in latin dance but thats quite slack. and im in publications again. shooting for HO tml. tiring.
ppl keep asking me to club. but dunno why not in the mood leh. like over that kind alrdy. like i just wanna dress nice nice pretty pretty go somewhere but not a club. no time to meet up with friends these days. mostly in hall. so tiring to go out except maybe JP. went there last night for dinner. i so love pasar malam food. haha. always no matter how full i am i will eat little bit from there. wish i had more time to go out. now i just go out on sat for a day and im totally busted and tired. im officially getting old.
just discovered my new roomate is very fun to play with. she is so funny. just have to discover more.. haha. i will miss her if i go away for my exchange and when i come back cant stay with her anymore. hard to get used to someone and change again.
i dreamt again that i ran away from my own wedding at the door. scary. i always hv such a dream. i hope it doesnt come true. ys says i will have mother in law conflicts. haha. thats long to go la huh.
alot to do. a lot to plan. i need my life to be full. with goodness. like cereal. maybe a bit of chocolate sometimes. lots of it. haha.
♥
12:24 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
so a new sch week has started. felt like its still hols. ive been out every single day last week. with our girls.. and ppl i meet up with. had bbq at toon's hse on sat. despite my resolution not to drink they made this rocking drink which was kahlua + milk + bailey's = lovely milkshake! i drank a lot! but really not much alcohol was in it la. it was like a milkshake. haha. we had fun playing mj and bbq ing. haha. his hse is so modern. haha. but then again.. prob harder to upkeep. had fun that day la. think i scared his bro by throwing a mj tile at yj. haha and bz went crazy la..haha we played guessing games physically. haha by standing up and virtually dancing. haha. but his whole family is very nice la. makes sure we have fun and mix with us too. and i left b4 the soccer match cos i hafta get up early and the next day's full too. nice to have tigger send me home when all i have to do is call. i sure love having him ard though hes always tired and lazing at home. its family. tigger is willing to bounce ard town to find me when i need him. and he got me a coach wristlet cos i wanted one for my bdae. haha. i love tigger! not hard to see why his gf does everything for him. its nice to have an elder bro. to take up whatever u dont want to do. haha. dad. mum. thats what ur son is here for. haha. =)
my aim this sem is to work hard and play hard! i joined latin dance in sch. ha. and although my 5 day week is busy.. i think i'll have more time too. just cut my hair again. cudnt stand it on sun and my aunt told me go la. if not cny v ex. so ok. not bad, i liked the fringe though the tops still so short. somehow i cudnt stand growing past that stage where i endure for the long hair. haha. the hairstylist guy is so gay. haha. he acts cute like no one. haha. and my aunt enjoyed talking to him. i guess hes fun to entertain la. haha. my weekends are now damn precious cos i have so little time at home!
went to see ys play ivp yday. he sprained his ankle. i got so excited seeing them play. the tp team is good. they underestimated them. really the young just seem to have so much energy. i feel old. argh. some guys are so cute too. haha. but too young la. not mature. curse at referee get yellow card. haha. they lost.i felt so sad. they cud hv won. the scores are quite close and they cud have pulled it back.
phone. no my singtel line is having prob here. the 2G network is congested. seems like i have to change it to a 3G one. i complained so they'll give it to me FOC. only this is the prob in boonlay. cant wait. irritating me and ppl when they cant get me.
ppl ard me arent very happy these days. but lou is here to shine the rainbow! haha. so that everyone ard me is happy. - what can i do to make u happy-
♥
6:57 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
sch's reopening so fast i cant even remember what i did with it. except coming back from japan that is. but that only took a week. hmm. memory is failing me. haha. lets try to recap.
xmas : spent with S6C and gang at shunlong's hse. actually we dont really care abt xmas. haha. we just end up playing and a chance yearly to get tgther. as usual majong is the hightlight no matter we can play or not and i always have to engage a bouncer to look out for me or i'll never have a chance to game. haha. my xiaodi went to tw and came back with NOTHING! haha. well hes a guy. what do u expect. haha. he got me a roxy wallet. so sweet.
countdown : off to clarke quay after meeting beni in the afternoon. she leaves US for the next day. so sad we didnt have much time. then to meet sufi anu and dee. dan and two other frens came. had dinner then went off to see najip ali host the countdown. the foreigners who participated there were hilarious. esp an indian dancing the bangrah who stripped to his singlet. then again all the guys who went on stage to dance stripped. luckily we got a seat at haagen dazz to watch all this. later after 12, the rest went off standing outside and in the party blowing bubbles that we bought at toysrus to people there and saying happy new yr. me and dee were too tired but seriously ppl respond so happily that it seems worth it. haha. mad those ppl. haha. next off to MOS. so many ppl. and again retarded guys. ha. but with dan the number who tries has reasonably decreased. after which we went off to macs as always to lke settle down before leaving. again i didnt drink at all. =) oh. met my bro's fren there and we shared cab home. weird. makes sense why hes my bro fren and not mine. ha.
jen rented a car that day. we had fun going everywhere. IMM, mustafa, turf city, supper... haha.it really makes a diff once uve stayed with that person. she will be the one i miss. and with the fact thats shes still here and all just that we no longer stay tgther. aiyah.
went to fetch weini back frm norway. so touching that she cried when she came out. felt like it was all worth it. and the way she hugs her loved ones. sometimes i think who will be waiting for me there this year? haha but thats long to go. and we had popeyes at the airport and a movie at that shopping mall at tampines mall too. just so we could see her later. then a few days later we met up to play at minds cafe. seems like we always do that. haha. and eat pastamania. the way she tells me abt norway makes me sooo wanna go. =)
met claire today to hv lunch since she's leaving for jap for her IA. i so envy her. my wish is never to earn local currency ie work in spore if i can while im young. japan is on the top of my list. haha. i'll miss her. siao girl. haha.
met jac finally after soo long. we always complain we never see enough of each other. haha. we just ate and ate and ate because we were too lazy to do anything else and it was so crowded in orchard, people buy things like theyre free. no not buy. grab. omg. we had dim sum at lei garden then off to the coffee club for dessert. haha. simply wanted to talk. she did the black eyeshadow and liner for me. somehow it looks natural on her and so dramatic on me. she insists its getting used to it that matters.
couldnt meet up with our MS girls that much this sem cos most of them were working.
1. our picnic at botanical gardens. karen dada dawn and me. we brought wayyy too much food. but we found a small shelter and had a nice time eating and chatting. bee hoon muffins sandwiches. haha. too bad i had to pick my dad later and had no time to walk walk. haha.
2. our visit to surprise linda on her bdae. happy bdae darling. ken chezchez dada and me. had to hunt for her place ok. haha. and i met her family. they are all so cute. haha. went for supper had lovely prata and then they went to my hse to chat. if ken didnt have to work the next day we might have chatted thru the night. haha.
sometimes ppl tell me i have very diff friends. of all kinds. and ppl have diff opinions abt them. but really.. dont judge ppl by their looks esp when you dont know a thing abt them. if u can see beneath u'll realise the good in every person. and if u cant. its just because u lack the factor to ignite it. cos ppl have told me so many times, i really dont look too friendly myself either. haha.
been having late night these days. my parents dont like it. but its the holidays.. when i start sch and start to stay in hostel where can i have a chance to catch up with friends.. sometimes i just feel like i need to breathe. then again my daily routine of going out isnt exactly helping. haha. but i have so much to do. i havent met up with all of my friends yet. oh dear. u see the prob is most of them dont mix tgther. haha.
i bought my new hp. gasp. its an o2 atom life. i felt handicapped using it cos its so diff from the norm keypad. BUT. its powerful and smart. i believe it will serve me well. =) matches my asus new eee pc. starting to get IT savvy, hahaha. joking la. went back to hall yday after buying it to pack stuff and clean a bit and went for lunch at jp with ys. miss hovering ard jp for bubble tea haha. and the pearls are getting lesser and lesser! haha.
i have a not so good premonition. if that happens. i will run! away. haha. i hope i think too much.
schs reopening. im spending my last day of vacation at home i guess. haha. 2008. we're gonna have a blast! life is like a track. its the turns that make it interesting. and i'll make sure its a fast one =)
♥
8:17 AM
