Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Just realised i havent blogged about my 20th birthday! i have to! haha.
dont know why but this year it seems such a heavy and burdened year for my birthday to pass. not only the exams. true.. i quote dawn "ship tech may not be the best present". but still.. there were many other things that made this year seem more serious.. more things to think about and not as carefree as before. those around me i'm sure felt the same. pressure was crushing. situations werent what we wanted. things didnt turn out the way we thought and people too. my 20th bdae was my fullest birthday. serious. i ate lunch with the girls at JP for lunch. pizza hut and bubble tea.we had such a laugh over vib______. hahaha. shall not spell. kenneth is getting worse over such jokes. i think its in born in him man. and he calls me tiger sis. haha insists that i kicked him till blue black. then again. only believe 30 percent of what he says. haha. then dinner with human at JP again delifrance and the after bites at the pasar malam coconut juice and takopachi etc..before we went back. haha. thanks to kaka for her cookies!
thanks human for coming out to have dinner with me regardless of the spanish exam u have the next day. u always doing what i want to do. getting what i want to have. ever since primary 5. and bringing it to me. (i dont think i bullied u in p1 right.) to human..im very lucky for u to be within 100m of me. or is it 200m. anyway a bus stop away. im determined to outgrow you mentally one day. and it will be me to take care of u. =) =) =) im lucky a coconut somehow miraculously appeared in my life.
it was such a simple and happy day. and for the first time happy birthday was shouted at me. bz gave me such a scare. yj wanted to do it again and he was dissapointed he had no such effect. and for the first time i saw birthday wishes that sounded so serious and hopeful. maybe that explains why i felt so strongly that growing up is a must this year. i quote from someone " there is a lot in this world for you to see learn and experience." thats is very true. if life is a rollercoaster ride. i want mine to be one with 360 degrees swivel turn! haha. for those who didnt see me their smses were loads of laughs. so turning 20 has more effect on others around me than it has to me actually. haha. seems i influence ppl ard me quite a lot. hahaha. people seem so happy that im turning 20 and that im supposed to grow up. yes i will! i will! on this jap trip the people were guessing me to be 16 or 18. haha. i'm 20. looks may decieve but really i feel 20. i can no longer understand the feelings or actions of the 18s although i admit i used to do exactly what they did last time. haha.
somehow this year nothing spectacular happenned. nothing shocking to me.. but somehow i feel it was a sincere birthday. thank you every out there. by just remembering. =)
and yes. LOU IS 20 NOW!
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