Thursday, December 27, 2007
every time i try harder. but somehow. the work doesnt seem to match up to the grades i end up with. oh gosh. im trying. i really am.
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8:20 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
been sick once i came back from japan. dizzy. inner ear imbalance. cant believe that my mum was right for once. no tv, com or gg out. i nearly turned into a fossil at home! really. but then again even though i was supposed to go out i had to cancel. seriously that is worse than anything else. strips u of ur senses. totally. once i felt better i went out. with our MS girls for dinner and walk walk. cam whored at starbucks! haha. so much fun! and we did hair extensions 3 of us. tk dada and me. dawn says she wouldnt dare to stand beside me if she didnt know me. my hairstyle my hair extensions. red by the way and my boots. somehow though some guys are not scared. I LOVE MANGO SALE! haha so many dresses, i had to stop myself at 3. linda and kaka were like dont buy so much! i want more more more! realised ive been on a dress spree recently. ha. easy to wear. no need to think of combinations. and its been earrings spree too! hee.so tiring to dress to be girlish. dunno how the rest dont even have to try. i feel so much more at ease with my boy boy look. no worries at all. esp with human. but i cant be bothered what ppl think. we had fun at bugis too!
yday we were really silly. our brains actually didnt tell us it was a public holiday eve. partly cos di was working and so once its off day i couldnt really care much. zouk was blasted. jac has to pretend to faint to get in. omg and ppl were lying out on the road drunk. seriously. dont they have friends? losers. next we just wanted to eat. went to clarke quay. ended up at MOS. stupid bouncer tried to hit on di. bleah. haha. bouncers there are weird. the last time that one too. omg.
oh i didnt drink at all despite we had 4 drinks that came with the tix cos i know i'm still recovering and i dont want to test the limits esp with only girls. yups. i miss our royale barricade of guys surrounding us so we have so much freedom and space compared to without them. i seriously will not bully them anymore. haha. with them around we dance in peace and no idiot comes trying. girls are really disadvantaged in such cases. well, at least i know not to get myself intoxicated and drunk. honestly. i dont know what those girls are thinking of. esp without anybody they can trust ard them. really. well, irritating ppl came over. loads and loads. st smoove it was like the guys to girl ratio was like 10 to one. honestly where are the girls! id rather dance next to girls anytime! i think next day was public holiday so the NS guys looked like they were released from jail. omg. someone tried to talk to me in canto after not suceeding in eng. seriously? do i look like im from hk. and some couples make out there and then and the guys hands go all over but hey man. stick your hands to YOUR girl. omg. then give the "i thought it was you" look. and the girl. stop falling onto me like nothing. ya. im a girl too but still..and i refuse to befriend the foreigners there. call me racist or what but seriously. what do they think they are and where do they think they are in. their actions are unbelievable. go back home. true handsome but you'd be the first if i hit ppl. anyway conclusion. i miss our royale barricade. plus we really couldnt get a taxi later. had to call. and losers trying to hitch our cab. oh my god. so much easier to like just have someone take care of everything. pity the one who wants to do this is someone i dont want doing for me. lifes a paradox. ooh. and thank god for the police. they came into smoove at 415am to catch someone and there was a fight later but finally music resumed. loads of ppl left cos they thought it was closed so honestly the last hr was pure fun cos we had so much space! and noone disturbing. that is so nice compared to the sardines can we were in before. despite everything, we managed to get the losers off our backs and enjoy. it was a night that went wrong correctly i guess. maybe things go better unplanned. i want the police in at like 2am next time to chase ppl out. yay!
realised my blog is rather bimbotic. haha. cant be helped. its girl talk. and thats till today.
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4:22 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Just realised i havent blogged about my 20th birthday! i have to! haha.
dont know why but this year it seems such a heavy and burdened year for my birthday to pass. not only the exams. true.. i quote dawn "ship tech may not be the best present". but still.. there were many other things that made this year seem more serious.. more things to think about and not as carefree as before. those around me i'm sure felt the same. pressure was crushing. situations werent what we wanted. things didnt turn out the way we thought and people too. my 20th bdae was my fullest birthday. serious. i ate lunch with the girls at JP for lunch. pizza hut and bubble tea.we had such a laugh over vib______. hahaha. shall not spell. kenneth is getting worse over such jokes. i think its in born in him man. and he calls me tiger sis. haha insists that i kicked him till blue black. then again. only believe 30 percent of what he says. haha. then dinner with human at JP again delifrance and the after bites at the pasar malam coconut juice and takopachi etc..before we went back. haha. thanks to kaka for her cookies!
thanks human for coming out to have dinner with me regardless of the spanish exam u have the next day. u always doing what i want to do. getting what i want to have. ever since primary 5. and bringing it to me. (i dont think i bullied u in p1 right.) to human..im very lucky for u to be within 100m of me. or is it 200m. anyway a bus stop away. im determined to outgrow you mentally one day. and it will be me to take care of u. =) =) =) im lucky a coconut somehow miraculously appeared in my life.
it was such a simple and happy day. and for the first time happy birthday was shouted at me. bz gave me such a scare. yj wanted to do it again and he was dissapointed he had no such effect. and for the first time i saw birthday wishes that sounded so serious and hopeful. maybe that explains why i felt so strongly that growing up is a must this year. i quote from someone " there is a lot in this world for you to see learn and experience." thats is very true. if life is a rollercoaster ride. i want mine to be one with 360 degrees swivel turn! haha. for those who didnt see me their smses were loads of laughs. so turning 20 has more effect on others around me than it has to me actually. haha. seems i influence ppl ard me quite a lot. hahaha. people seem so happy that im turning 20 and that im supposed to grow up. yes i will! i will! on this jap trip the people were guessing me to be 16 or 18. haha. i'm 20. looks may decieve but really i feel 20. i can no longer understand the feelings or actions of the 18s although i admit i used to do exactly what they did last time. haha.
somehow this year nothing spectacular happenned. nothing shocking to me.. but somehow i feel it was a sincere birthday. thank you every out there. by just remembering. =)
and yes. LOU IS 20 NOW!
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9:37 PM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Hello world! this is a very special post cos this is currently being done in hokkaido, japan in a town called hakkodate. haha. we had to take 3 hrs of train from chitose here. went on a cable car today up to the mountain. fab cable car today up to the mountain. fab night view. dada! where is the camera! and today i took a picture sitting in the snow that looks like winnie the pooh. dawn is supposed to like me more now. haha. cant wait for all of us to come back.. tk in thailand. dawn in hk.
weather is freezing my toes off but somehow i enjoy the cold and quietness. as i step outside the snow along the lakes and around the mountains i realise how lucky i am. its wonderful to wake up in the land where it looks as if u can shoot the lion and the wardrobe movie in it. and where the trees and woods look so lovely that its truely a winter wonderland. i feel at peace. simply by looking at the snow and sitting in the cafe sipping hot coffee. they joke and call me the SIA girl. maybe. but ive always thought my world is out there although my heart is home where it belongs at 38 westlake avenue.
we have been shopping and shopping here. maybe its the mindset that shopping here. maybe its the mindset that we wont be here next year this time again so we just keep buying. i love postful the happy neighbourhood shopping centre and rera the outlet mall with all the hippest things at good prices. ive bought 4 boots here till today. haha. but the things here at good prices. haha. but the things here esp the clothes and shoes are getting smaller and smaller. like every year the jeans and boots get tighter! like the people here have such skinny thighs. omg! thank god i can still fit. haha. although ive felt i havent bought a lot this time cos i stopped myself from getting similar things that i already have still its a lot. we have to cart trolleys from the lobby to our hotel room. that tells it all. i now have nicer winter wear than summer wear. how ironic.
some teacher from singapore here commented that she thought i was schooling overseas and not in singapore. aust? haha. nope im a local kid from NTU MARITIME studies. she thinks im one who goes against the traditional mindset of nerds that study hard that go to uni. haha. actually come to think of it we all are. i mean look at us in MS and the rest of the people like in engineering. we have A LIFE! haha.
winter makes u eat so much and get full so much faster. im now sleepy. ciao!
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3:23 AM
