Friday, November 23, 2007
lotsa things have happened but i think no matter what we are here for each other.
Happy bdae TK! we went to surprise her. Tim got me karen dada. Link w ah heng and dawn. i so felt like clubbin in his car. duno why. i think i go crazy at night. haha. She was so surprised she cried. and i nearly burnt my house when the microwave caught fire when i tried to make her cornflake cookies. fine i realise i dont even know what can be put in the microwave and what cannot. anyway we took lots of pics at her blk. but the silly not pro photographers got no good shots cos all was blur. tell me abt it. haha.
i feel so relieved we went to find her cos my heart just melted when she said something. which i shall not repeat here. nearly cried too. but what i can say is u selfish asshole. right. but we went for supper later near beauty world. nice food really prata naan satay. and everyone had a good laugh. link is a close to perfect entertainer. haha. and suddenly. i was kinda surprised seeing him. but this is getting bad. i dunno why but i feel so. i hope things dont turn ugly. ironic when u see the diff in attitude in both pairs. ones trying so hard. one doesnt give a damn. why!
saw someone beat up his gf and went over. luckily tim was with us. somehow no matter how much they say i am brave i still feel safer with a guy. esp when facing a violent indian guy. oh man i cant say enuff how much i wanted to beat him. she was crying so hard. so much blood. shes one year older than him. they are so young. like 15 16. and obviously mismatched yet still stick tgther. and his reason for hitting her so hard is so invalid. and she wont tell her parents. i hope shes fine. i told him not to hit her again. tim said i looked like i wanted to hit him and fight when i said that. wanted to really but wouldnt cos really guys always can outfight girls in terms of energy. i hate guys who hit girls. what is the world coming too. why are guys turning into monsters.
nice to have my whole family back with me. seems nice to have everyone ard. i like it that way. makes up for all the unhappy things i see outside somehow. that day ys did a game of fortune telling for me. to the first. we are seperated by many many things. duh. we are in so diff worlds. to the second, his heart is with me and so is mine with him but our person's are away from each other and most imptly. out hearts dont follow our persons. as in mine is not with me his not with him. haha. true. i dont know where my heart is. haha. what will be will be.
i want to be be a happy girl. i want everyone ard me to be happy. happiness can u hear me calling.
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