Saturday, November 10, 2007
just wanted to talk a bit before the cruel exams start. hard to concentrate really. esp with all the stuff that they are still teaching and CANNOT FINISH YET STILL WANT TO TEST US ON!
okay. been seeing quite a lot of unhappiness going on recently. emotionally, rationally.. and everything. im surprised at my still rather rational mood now. sometimes i envy people who have it all yet in the end i feel the saddest for them when they lose it or it leaves turning out to shatter a dream. makes me wonder sometimes why try. but there is hope that things will turn out good and last happily ever after. right? i wish for everyone to be happy. to smile everyday. and that would make me very happy too.
everyone's trying to think of someone for me. they're all very nice but it just doesnt feel that way. actually i dont know what to feel. funny eh. but no time for this now. anyway not up to me. made me think of someone saying to me: you have too much girls in your heart and no space for guys. haha.
want to shop shop and shop. i want skinnies in every colour. ha. and why do i have to spend my 20th birthday doing physics in the early morning! i want to party away till 12am to spend my last few hours of 19th brainlessly doing things i dont have to take responsibility for. but apparently no. i have to memorise how the four stroke engine works. how cool is that.
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