Tuesday, September 25, 2007
realised i dont like people to control my time. i prefer to do what i like. yet maybe it depends on who. yet there are always responsibilities and things to do tht u know although u hate to do will result in misery and regret when neglected.
that day i was scolding someone for not knowing how lucky they are to have people to care. maybe i should look out myself too.
my roomie labels me a lifestyle idiot. literally translated from chinese. it probably relates to the fact that i dont handle much stuff myself. apparently it shows when i wash things ever so slowly and have little knowledge of what normal people know of housekeeping and stuff. but she knows im willing to be one as long as there are people to look after this very happy lifestyle idiot. haha. and this irritates her v much esp that one person who might be willing to. hahaha.
and her observation of ppl makes me think : is it becos i like those ppl so i am willing to give them chances and find excuses for their behaviours yet the other who see them wont be bothered at all. because they are really nice to me. really. sometimes when u get along with people nothing else ought to matter right. if friends were choosy that would spell the end right.
accd to her. out of 100 people know i can get along with 99 and they would like me but there is this one out of the 100 who would like to kill me. seriously hate me. actually maybe more but normal people know 50 out of a hundred yet none would wanna kill them. food for thought.
today was mooncake festival. i think i havent played with lanterns for so long. and you'd be surprised that those 2-3 yr olds have so much more energy than you a teenager has. omg.
lastly i must top off that i love my queens closet's clothes. not bad for clothes u bought on impluse and online. ha.
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