Friday, September 28, 2007
legs are aching from last night. the night we went to mos. i think the whole world went crazy that day. finally managed to get more girls to come aka me linda dawn and karen but only me and karen stayed on, the both of them went home early. so sad! i think the music got better in the end. and the boys. right i emphasize boys. were alrdy so high when they went there. yuansheng, zhenghao, yongjie, victor, terry, bingzong, kailun and kenneth and chez chez. can u imagine the extent in which they go out to self amuse either themselves or us. esp after kai met ppl from his US trip and we went onto the center stage.
1.ys! your hand if it passes by in front of my face somemore and if u poke me one more time!
2.victor! you stop covering my eyes and messing my hair!
3.zh! cannot go down dont go! until no energy cannot get up. haha. and push my head also.
4.bingzong! we girls only never show. if we do u think u can out*dance us? hahaha.
5.kai! forgot what u did but surely constituted an assault like them. haha.
haha. and as usual there was a fight. the guy touched someones gf. same old story. he was too high la. climbed onto table. ooh the draft beer was nice. linda asked if anyone asked us to drink more. seriously the way we were surrounded by the guys with us i think no other guy would or rather could come near. haha. was rather reluctant to go back later. realise we girls have better stamina than guys considering i was out all day esp w xuan in k. haha. and i was late somemore. all mitchelle's fault really. u watch out. haha.
ooh the taxi uncle said i was under 16 underaged. very funny. really. haha. i think maybe victor just looked old next to me la.
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9:57 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
realised i dont like people to control my time. i prefer to do what i like. yet maybe it depends on who. yet there are always responsibilities and things to do tht u know although u hate to do will result in misery and regret when neglected.
that day i was scolding someone for not knowing how lucky they are to have people to care. maybe i should look out myself too.
my roomie labels me a lifestyle idiot. literally translated from chinese. it probably relates to the fact that i dont handle much stuff myself. apparently it shows when i wash things ever so slowly and have little knowledge of what normal people know of housekeeping and stuff. but she knows im willing to be one as long as there are people to look after this very happy lifestyle idiot. haha. and this irritates her v much esp that one person who might be willing to. hahaha.
and her observation of ppl makes me think : is it becos i like those ppl so i am willing to give them chances and find excuses for their behaviours yet the other who see them wont be bothered at all. because they are really nice to me. really. sometimes when u get along with people nothing else ought to matter right. if friends were choosy that would spell the end right.
accd to her. out of 100 people know i can get along with 99 and they would like me but there is this one out of the 100 who would like to kill me. seriously hate me. actually maybe more but normal people know 50 out of a hundred yet none would wanna kill them. food for thought.
today was mooncake festival. i think i havent played with lanterns for so long. and you'd be surprised that those 2-3 yr olds have so much more energy than you a teenager has. omg.
lastly i must top off that i love my queens closet's clothes. not bad for clothes u bought on impluse and online. ha.
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9:34 AM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
finally all the quizzes for this week are over! at least next week is term break and i get a little teenny wenny bit of rest. haha. so tired these days. so tired of the morning jam too.
and i think ive been spending a lot recently. shall curb my online shopping addiction. and we finally went to IMM yday since there was no tut and elec was cancelled. WhEe!!! haha. must start looking for korean tours since that day we went to the travel fair and i refused to book any tours cos the ppl there were so not nice. like thay were forcing u to book "mentally" and dont have the least patience to ans ur queries properly and pressure u into booking. i dont like that! i believe i can find better deals elsewhere =)
and i realise some people are really very childish. and others though not originally so, are being influenced. no wonder they say a persons company determines his character. a person's character can really only be told thru long times of observations. ha.
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4:26 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
i think ive been very prone to mood swings recently. dunno why. and cant seem to get down to earth to study. been on a polo tee craze recently and striped ones esp. prob after wearing my bro's polo i felt it was so comfy! i am starting to think that guys clothes look better on me. haha. do u think so?
went swimming in the src for the first time on fri since we had 2 hr break. shiok. shuang i tell u. it has been eons since i enjoyed the sun. i wanna swim more often. but after that i felt so sleepy. ha. having french quiz this week. stressed.
today went out with the girls for dimsum. it was nice. except for some kid screaming and someone's ringtone rang whom i thot was lindas' and asked her to own up only when i realised its not her. haha and she looks sooo demure today. omg. actually only don don linda and kaka came. we ended up playing in the pool of water and taking loads of pics. and also turning loads of stuff at the machines at toysrus. don don still cudnt get the two of her remaining winnies. i got my donut! and linda got her silly but so cute looking frog! haha. im happy i bought my polo tee and shirt from zara. had to go to liat towers to get though.
i suddenly crave for bubble tea.
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6:20 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
ive just seen another example when ppl have only learnt the lesson and learnt to cherish when the things and people they love have and are gone. till it was too late. maybe some people dont know how lucky they are. i hope not to have regrets like that. and thats food for thought. it may seems so casual and obvious but how many people really stop to think abt it.
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5:37 AM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
i have so much so much to say.
it has been a very long and tiring week. ive been slacking off and not doing my work. i am starting this week! and i tried out for soccer. it was a rainy day and so muddy and stuff. really it was quite fun although i couldnt get the ball the whole time. but anyway i'll try. but the thing is without hall i'll be helpless during training as in too tired and exhaustedcos staying back too late means i can no longer take the car. but it was really fun. i didnt wear the proper soccer BOOTS as they tell me to call it haha and kept sliding down in the mud. well. i had to constantly psycho myself not to be a bimbo and eew that much! i stayed in hall 11 after that in tk's room. went over to don don's till like 1 plus. dead tired and her room is so windy its even colder than my aircon and i fell asleep before u could say whoosh. thanks for adopting tired me tk! i miss hall after seeing all the jcrc rally posters and that of dnd. the girls are having theirs tonight. hope they enjoy!
and i am addicted to online shopping. lets see what we have bought this month. chupa chups charm keychains, donut stud earrings, fan earrings and the customisation of a necklace and earrings on the way, fbt, two dresses, one bag. omg. louise stop shopping. stop! and today i went out w my auntie and she paid for everything! i feel so bad. she wouldnt let me pay for a thing. i shall not express my will or liking in anything else beside her ever again. the cashiers just listen to her when they hear her say im her auntie! omg omg omg. i feel so so so so so bad. i think it was a few hundred. i feel so bad. how can i do something.
and and and that day we went to jp for lunch and didnt end up gg back for stats. something happened at the carpark. made me quite sad. but i'll take it as a lesson to be learnt. and i hope i can let it go.
im starting jap where i left off last time again tml. its been put off for too long but better than forgetting it totally ya. hard to find time to match timetable. so goes for dance. i miss it like hell esp when i saw yr today. shes still dancing and so is everyone.sighs. hope i can juggle french and jap. its all kl's fault for slacking away during french cos he wants to s/u. his cap i will decide to give him back anot.
yday i came back from comex and watching ratatouille with jeff. arrived there like an hr late. bought a webcam from there. thanks to cxy who helped me check it out and bargain. he was like this is my younger sister. student no money cheaper la. then the guy was like how can, she is older than me. then he said shes 16. the guy said how can im 16. omg i nearly luffed to death; really the way the guys see me is really hilarious. they think im so young but the fact is thats cos they are 22. when a 16 sees me they obviously wont think so! so embarrassing. ratatouille was so cute. i screamed in anxiousness during one scene and the whole cinema was laughing. and i finally got to my sugarbunnies machine. jp's one was out of stock. i didnt get the main two bunnies the first two times round and luckily before we left jeff turned for me and i got shirousa! the white one dada likes to illtreat! haha. and rushing for the last bus home was definitely not fun!
jen says im dressing like a guy again and looking ah beng. LOL. seriously? haha. and ppl are being concerned abt my dating status suddenly. i think too many ppl got attached during the hols la. relax la. id rather have someone that i like more than the person to like me more than i like him ya. im not choosy but not anyhow. haha.
cant wait for all my online orders to come!
haha and something i thought was gone and dissappointed in came up again! woo hoo! yay! and to someone, all i can say is that what will be will be.
im suddenly very thankful for all the ppl who care for me/ are nice to me/ love me. really. someone once commented that they'd die to be in my shoes cos of the girls who love me. haha. thats cos im a girL TOO! but my life would not be what it was if not for the ppl mentioned. thanks dears everybody who are nice to me. u girls and guys may not know it but every little thing u all do add up and it forms a rainbow at the end of the day for me and the wheels to spin in place. i am in a way lucky.
i hope everyone ard me will be as happy as they are forever. sounds cheesy eh. ha.
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4:45 AM