Wednesday, August 08, 2007
it was the first and second day of sch for us these days. i cant really believe my energy level is actually of such a low tolerance rate. serious and thats when i havent turned 20. by not staying in hall and having to go back and forth kills me. it just does. i think im escaping reality by refusing to go there by public transport alone. mon had no sch. tues mum fetched. wed i drove. just took the car cos i was running late. and thats when it dawned upon me. half an hr gets me to sch with all the time in the world to buy mac's muffin breakfast in the past when i was in hall but now it only gets me there on time and thats when i drive. god knows what will happen to me. i know it sounds bratty and spoilt but really. someone told me id like to see u take public transport one day. im dying. when i got home it was like i dropped dead on the bed and fell asleep. and thats a day with only 3 hrs class without any tutorials. omg and i needed at least an hr to wake up again. i really hope i get hall. no matter which one. saw ocm today.well ive moved on. ya except wanted to kill the ppl who say im gg to hall when i need to walk to the freaking bus stop or whatever to get home. esp since i know someone who got in by doing nothing excpet signing up with the navy. and at MY HALL. HALL 3. omg. even seeing rush hr 3 with dee today didnt seem to lighten up my mood. its like a burden on me. i dont know what i need to do to solve this. think louise think.
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