Sunday, August 26, 2007
i realised something. last time i used to think that clever or rather sensible girls wouldnt ask questions that they wouldnt want to know the answers to even if they are dying to know in case they would be disappointed. but now i realise its not the sensibility that controls you. its the extent to which u care which will erase your sanity. and sad to say i have fallen into that category. face up to reality. indifference is not actually maturity. maturity should be understanding facing it and getting over or on with it.
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9:57 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Yongjie... says:
thats nice to know
Yongjie... says:
glad u decided to spare my life
Lou says:
ha. how many times do i have to reemphasize the fact that im not violent.
Yongjie... says:
erm..
Yongjie... says:
thats like a drunk driver telling the traffic police he is not drunk
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9:36 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
its the second week of sch. ive been either driving to sch these days or asking my mum to fetch. actually she insisted cos she wants to use the car. ha. and im gg home everyday on time. no longer really loitering the shopping malls. i think my life has become very scheduled cos im staying home. i like sleep earlier. so much more than the late nights at hall and i make sure i get up for class too. there's no lying in bed till no tml cos no one wakes me up and i dont bother. maybe no hall is good. but im really exhausted everyday. BUT the surprising thing is i havent slept in class yet. at all. isnt that a wow. but i miss hall. ibg is starting and i cant play. i look at my hall tee and feel sad.
online shopping is so addictive and i have to keep telling myself to control myself. bought those scissors that are spec meant for hair cutting today and cut my own fringe. really a good scissors works wonders. i want to join sports. but now i dont have hall the trainings are till so late. sigh. the gang was laughing at headlights. just cos of my mafia tee. argh!
and some idiot dropped my elec - intro to children's lit- and the class had to be cancelled. damn. i loved it though we only had one lesson. the things behind nursery rhymes surprise you so much. like they are actually about the political situation then and the wars. humpty dumpty was a cannon that fell during the war. the crooked man was king charles 1 and his war between scotland and england. then the 3 blind mice and the farmers wife refers to some officials and the queen who ordered them to death. now who dares to say again that nursery rhymes are silly. i need my electives which fit my timetable.
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5:15 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
busy first week of sch. been gg out like its still the hols. yday went out wif kcm to get something and we ended up getting everything we could for ourselves. bag. lotsa ms little tees - i got miss little sunshine and chatterbox too. and also a tee that said - insured by mafia. u beat me, we beat u. muahaha. and a carousel necklace that i so adore and earrings. more to come. ha.
and today went to see 881. omg its really quite good. kudos to them. its so not street standard. yups. except that the audience was like all 50 and above. ha. im still hoping for hall cos im asking ppl to ask ard and also hoping the balloting will come thru. after all, i really do miss hall. maybe thats the prob. i alrdy treated it like my second home. with everyone there too. sigh.
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6:41 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
it was the first and second day of sch for us these days. i cant really believe my energy level is actually of such a low tolerance rate. serious and thats when i havent turned 20. by not staying in hall and having to go back and forth kills me. it just does. i think im escaping reality by refusing to go there by public transport alone. mon had no sch. tues mum fetched. wed i drove. just took the car cos i was running late. and thats when it dawned upon me. half an hr gets me to sch with all the time in the world to buy mac's muffin breakfast in the past when i was in hall but now it only gets me there on time and thats when i drive. god knows what will happen to me. i know it sounds bratty and spoilt but really. someone told me id like to see u take public transport one day. im dying. when i got home it was like i dropped dead on the bed and fell asleep. and thats a day with only 3 hrs class without any tutorials. omg and i needed at least an hr to wake up again. i really hope i get hall. no matter which one. saw ocm today.well ive moved on. ya except wanted to kill the ppl who say im gg to hall when i need to walk to the freaking bus stop or whatever to get home. esp since i know someone who got in by doing nothing excpet signing up with the navy. and at MY HALL. HALL 3. omg. even seeing rush hr 3 with dee today didnt seem to lighten up my mood. its like a burden on me. i dont know what i need to do to solve this. think louise think.
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9:10 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
tml sch is starting. i dont want a sucky timetable cos i dont have hall now. i still cant take that harsh cruel fact. omg. today went to look for bks with meowie. and ronnie is hilarious. i still like to disturb ppl la. the poor house elf here is so tired these days. i think im getting old.
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5:38 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
i dunno why but when i look at her i feel that everything has changed and that we are two diff persons now. however i feel that deep down she is still the same as before just yet the surface for show and necessity. i dont know. no matter what. she will always remain dear to me.
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10:21 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
okay sch is reopening. and im almost concluding my summer hols.
1. i want my hostel so so so much. more than anything. i cant stand sch without my hall and my ROOM MATE. am at a TOTAL loss on what to do.
2. summer passed like that in a wink. ive seen the best and worst of the outside in these days comparing them side by side. as in europe and china. conclusion. if u dont set ur hopes too high u'll be fine. learn how to bypass some things. not everywhere is singapore.
3. i wanna study harder next sem! students are supposed to study.
4. surprising thing. ive been in here locally for so little of the time that ive done my fav things only a few times this whole summer of 3 full months. club and k.
5. i wanna do muay thai when sch reopens. and thats not cooking. thats boxing. ive decided to spend my time next time no longer shopping all the time. after all i bought stuff in europe to last me a year i think.
and lastly i think u wont be seeing my sf this time round. maybe next haha.
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