Thursday, July 26, 2007
okay. so a week of pure entertaining went on. was just so busy meeting everyone whom ive wanted to meet and wanted to meet me cos i havent seen them for so long. it was so tiring.
and on wed i went to zouk. i think mambo has really cleaned up their act really. the songs are really happy cheery mambo songs now compared to those commercialised mambo songs last time. its more fun to dance to now..except for the transvestites on the podium. they were the bunch from mos. ugh. and why is it so crowded. seems to me it wasnt so crowded when we went during sch time. phuture was like us in a sardine can. although smoking is now banned and the air seems cleaner i dunno why i miss the smoke. it seems incomplete with it. haha. and umm i met someone whom i didnt expect to see there. shudders. shudders shudders. and i heard "i hate my heart for loving you". sy will know what im talking abt. the butt act. anyway supper at that five star chicken rice place was so bad. the guy halfway thru the time didnt get what we wanted and served the wrong things the other half of the time. man. get a life.
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10:01 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
i dunno why but i feel very blessed and contented. really. ya my lifes not perfect crystal like but its as good as anything can get. not to flaunt but i think iam contented. maybe its very impt to be contented. i wish everything stays the way it is. i am one happy girl. intrinsically.
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7:28 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Lyrics: Way Back Into Love from Music and the Lyrics
Cora:I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
Alex:I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Chorus: [Both]All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
Cora:I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
Alex:I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
Chorus: [Both]All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
Cora:There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
Both:All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
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10:54 AM
bravery is when u truly can let go and not to hang onto things. and do what u want to although u know there are chances of failure. really. and i think i have begun to start doing that cos really when u look back 50 years later in life you wudnt want to to regret anything and start the " what if i had..." kinda stuff.
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9:47 AM
Monday, July 16, 2007
seeing that name again reminds me of many things. those that i did last time. to the extent that i did. and to the extent that only now and now finally. that it happens back.but somehow i dont feel much anymore. i grow up u know.
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9:58 AM
its quite funny how ppl try to match make me thru mutual frens. haha. i know my frens mean well but its quite embarassing leh. haha. i know its the safest way and prob the best since i wont prob get into any trouble but somehow i always think this kind of stuff is always supposed to depend on fate.. haha. we'll see.
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7:15 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
one can only deal with one at one time. two is alrdy too much for me not to mention the unwanted third one. i must think of ways to get rid of the third one.
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11:57 AM
okay the idiot is freakin me out. bloody stalker. omg omg omg. i need the sf. lets hope. lets hope.
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9:17 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
actually ppl shouldnt keep thinking of the past. that constitutes as unwanted emotional baggage esp if its really not worth it. life goes on and it should only be getting better and better. only happy memories should remain. i hope to only rmb things that will make me smile or laugh when i think of them. yups.
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12:02 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
i have a bad premonition. lets hope it wont come true.
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10:02 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Yongjie... says: but i think got one more player more suitable for u
lou says: why he join liverpool then everybody like him liao
lou says: he last time not that likable meh
Yongjie... says: cos he made the right choice
Yongjie... says: u can look for tevez
Yongjie... says: he looks more compatible wif u...
lou says: whos that
Yongjie... says: argentine..
Yongjie... says: u can ask hu ever hu introduced u to torres
Yongjie... says: he will tell u tevez is more suitable for u
lou says: da shu!
lou says: that guy is so NOT MY KIND
lou says: not cute lou says: not cute at all!
Yongjie... says: haha... i think look like u lehz
lou says: he looks so old despite being 21 lo.
Yongjie... says: u got Fu qi xiang wif him
lou says: DA SHU!
lou says: where got
lou says: i dont look like him lo
lou says: cant u choose a cuter one
Yongjie... says: no mehz... i can spot the resemblance
lou says: 'i looking for little prince lo
lou says: like where
lou says: tell me tell me
lou says: i dont think anyone will agree
Yongjie... says: u dun believe nex time u bring a photo of tevez to sch lo
Yongjie... says: confirm everybody say u look like him one
lou says: da shu. im so gonna kill u before i ever do that lo.
lou says: when will i look like him.
lou says: he looks like ou han sheng- ou di.
lou says: u know who?
Yongjie... says: ya i know
Yongjie... says: haaaaaa
Yongjie... says: but i still think look like u more
lou says: stupid da shu! so u think ppl who look compatible with me dont have the cute look la. lou says: idiot.
Yongjie... says: hard to imagine la...
Yongjie... says: i cannot lie
Yongjie... says: hahahaaaa
lou says: poor da shu. i hate to imagine da sao.
Yongjie... says: confirm is zai one
Yongjie... says: dun need to say lou says: da shu i really hope so.
lou says: serious. really. that u will find her.
Yongjie... says: y do u need to say until like it will be painstakingly hard..
lou says: honestly da shu. jokes aside. i think the right one for da shu is hard to find. the perfect fit is hard to find.
lou says: will have one la. dont worry.
Yongjie... says: y su say until so serious/
Yongjie... says: i got so jialat mehz lou says: not u jialat
lou says: da shu is a good guy
lou says: but hard la. sometimes its not if u jialat or not. but the fitting. is just like clothes leh. nice but not everyone fit.
Yongjie... says: haha
Yongjie... says: dunno u suaning me or praising me
lou says: told u da shu is good guy. l
ou says: sighs.
Yongjie... sent 7/12/2007 11:20 PM: coming from u sounds weird
Yongjie... sent 7/12/2007 11:20 PM: haha
Yongjie... sent 7/12/2007 11:20 PM: but i will gladly accept any praises that comes my way
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10:05 AM
we danced today like noone's business. up and down. i need to tough it.
and suddenly im scared. but theres nothing to be right. no sacrifice no victory. i can deal wif it.
and my happy pair is together again so thats cause for relief.
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7:30 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i hope that all the fairytales ive seen won't fall apart. they were so happy and loving. i pray for them. really. life needs sweetness not pain anymore. i hope they will be happy.
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10:59 AM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
omg. dey went along with 2 songs without me. pcd and later namie's style. omg. scary. catching up is hard. then i saw something which seemed very familiar but then i tell myself that whats on the surface is not everything and as always theres always another side to the story. just like me. but theres no use compromising. cos theres no second best. only that one.
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9:44 AM
Monday, July 09, 2007
ShUt Up AnD dRiVe
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9:34 AM
i just realised that i havent talked about my europe trip. well i will and here goes.
we went to london paris madrid lisbon dublin-ireland wales cork limmerick birmingham bristol frankfurt geneva germany interlaken switzerland.
its like football fever over there and shopping galore. the hometown of zara pull n bear LV and whats not. i dont think words are enuff to describe how much i enjoy shopping there. honestly if not for the baggage constraint i think u wud see more on me. my fav brand now is BERSHKA. simply lovely and cute summer colours. gorgeous. okay i didnt mean to sound bimbo.
the view in interlaken was simply breathtaking. reminded me of japan kitago 7 years ago. time flies to remind me like that. anyway this was after all switzerland. paris and all was nice but without all the mountains and rivers u find that man made things can never rival those works of nature. i hope to go to the top of europe one day. interlaken was just the bottom of it. but then u have to walk up the last quarter of it and i thinki have to work for that very hard . haha. anyway i think i love the place except for the fact that places that have wonderous sights like mountains and rivers are always known to be rural and or course not much shopping involved. that is its only demerit point. oh i forgot to say how much i hate western food there. chinese food sucks there too. i kinda felt glad to be home eating my hawker fare. haha.
3 weeks is too much to say so i shall stop here.
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4:32 AM
edc i hate u for forgetting and still looking at me so happy from that stupid chair! snapshot again. arghs. i want my sf. sf. SF! need to get out.
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4:29 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
Jen says i like snapshots of people. a frown or a smile and when i find out deeper iam disappointed. i find too much truth in that which causes my uncertainty. this kinda defeats my "its simple to fall in love with a smile but dangerous to fall in love with a frown" theory. i wonder if i'll ever like a video instead of a snapshot but even myself tells me i cant bear to last a video worth of time. sighs.
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10:22 AM
