Sunday, May 20, 2007
they always tell me dont play. sy says i overestimate my ability in defense. i think i can hold but in fact i cant and will lose sooner or later. dory says dont because that person is crazier than u are. vn says no cos that person is willing to put more at risk than u are.
on retrospect i seem to have had that mindset all along - that "bring it on" "i dont believe i cant deal with u" mindset. but maybe its true. and the only weakness is i dont believe my weakness.
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