Sunday, March 25, 2007
If i were a perfectionist perhaps it would explain the extreme frustrations in little discrepancies.
But i am not.
its either all or nothing. so what if its illusional. it takes people to believe in miracles for a miracle to happen on them. "u will when u believe"
question is if u see those little hints coming along telling u it wont work out do u think u'd want to continue. i dont know. i dont know how to define what i want anymore cos what i want is not definable.
i want to have this little backup disc that all my frens have in the back of their minds that tells them what to do when something crops up or when a virus creeps in. i dont have one at all.
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7:39 PM