Tuesday, March 27, 2007
am i really like someone's little sister who is only sec 2? haha, thats what they say.
but sometimes i'd rather think less maybe then id expect less. cos when u expect too much its a burden. unexpected things are the surprise.
♥
4:14 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
If i were a perfectionist perhaps it would explain the extreme frustrations in little discrepancies.
But i am not.
its either all or nothing. so what if its illusional. it takes people to believe in miracles for a miracle to happen on them. "u will when u believe"
question is if u see those little hints coming along telling u it wont work out do u think u'd want to continue. i dont know. i dont know how to define what i want anymore cos what i want is not definable.
i want to have this little backup disc that all my frens have in the back of their minds that tells them what to do when something crops up or when a virus creeps in. i dont have one at all.
♥
7:39 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
its always nerve wrecking when u think u can handle something and in the end u cant. u just feel so disintegrated. i just need to pass tml. no correction today. wheres my fm3. damnit. went imm today with them. fafa went too. haha quite funny la both of them. matt. anyway bought some stuff! haha. and what i wanted to say was i feel so at home now in hall ill be really sad if they dont give me back my room and if my frens wont be here again next sem. h3 is actually quite united esp from ms. but the ppl seem to be dwindling. sighs..
and i think i prefer for ppl to treat me as friends first. even if its a brotherly friend. haha.
♥
9:11 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
u always like to play with fire. even when the word big bad wolf is written all over u also want to try, great. now u see how u get rid of super glue. last time that one is uhu glue compared to this one. u troublemaker.
♥
11:42 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i just realised that no matter how old i grow up to be i still believe in my fairytales. i still want my prince. i dont know if that still means iam still childish but the fact that ppl dont match up seriously frustrates me. i think id rather stay alone if i cant find a prince..cos its either 100 or nothing. and although sometimes i get lead away but then the fact that my prince hasnt appeared will always pop out right there at me so sometimes no use trying to accept second choice or something.
princely conditions..
1. he must make me uneasy when i look at him in one look..haha..and..
2.be able to bully me in a way i cant resist and...
3. in a way that i will listen to him no matter what happens because..
4. i know he has the intellect to decide everything for me .. and
5.he is able to rein in my character.
6. he mustnt go after me first ( i dunno why but i dont like ppl who like me before i like them)
7. he must exude charm of his own yet..
8. he mustnt think that hes damn charming or what.. but..
9. the whole world must think so.
10. i must be able to fall asleep beside him despite everything cos i know..
11. nothing will happen and
12. its always the safest to lie beside him cos
13. he can face up to anything with us together and
14. i want him always by my side!!!! although..
15.he may not talk so much in real life but only to me he does!
Ps this list is not exhaustive. ahaha.
ok wake up princess. hahaahahahahahhahahaha.
♥
9:30 AM
as usual he didnt keep to his word and still is pestering me. now the new stunt is : iam gg to quit sch/someone wants to beat me up/iam wanted. like hell. u know that i obviously have the intellect to tell that ur trying to get my attention. princes are not supposed to be in that kind of situation. only losers are. if u cant handle your own life and only know how to whine, u think that constitutes who i want as my bf? get a life. i really dont know what went so wrong with me that night to say yes.
Terms and conditions to clubbing.
louise will never say yes after drinking anything that is intoxinated.
and even if so, will not honour it the next day due to an exclusion clause stated HERE!
This is due to the factors vitiating a contract due to incapacity in the form of intoxication.
so true, education comes for a purpose.
♥
9:09 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
its over i think. i cudnt stand it any longer. ys answered, st answered, sy answered and everyone else i cud get. and after 6 missed calls in the morn, 3 in the middle of the day, 5 at night and emailing me on msn friendster hotmail.. i still ignored him but then he messaged jj. thats it. u disturb my frens ur dead. i got st to call and talk to him and i refused to talk to him. he said he understands. bloody hell i hope he will. what the crap of i will not disturb u anymore and then tml cont calling.
morale of the story. princes are not found in clubs. only irritating jerks are.
♥
10:09 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
seriously u disgust me. yups downing graveyards do bring me to the graveyard. bloody hell get off my back. i'll make sure we'll get even. so even u wont even know what hit you.
♥
3:44 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
kudos to slowing down. heex. for not flinging.
been so busy and stressed with photography. artist or clown.and wif e hall video.
need time to go out and shop though i did lots of dat in bangkok like a wk ago. haha.
no more galivanting till 3 in the morn. chinatown geylang(stupid st insisted i look at the pros there) mustafa ( they have everything and anything..stupid lame parrot talk. haha) cos everytime after that i get totally washed up.
lost contact lenses, spilt destroyed final prints and negatives and nearly died today. okay and not to mention the missed calls i dont wanna answer. THIS alone is the reason why its never gg to happen.
♥
9:39 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
数到五答应我
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你我真的爱你
是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
wanna be your lover i wanna be your man
我只希望给你多一点我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天给你幸福到永远
因为我wann be your lover i wanna be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他
♥
8:38 AM
