Wednesday, February 28, 2007
i tink its impossible for me to go slow. everytime to me, i like new things, that are so different from me and thats why i get into trouble so fast. is living for the moment the way to go or issit the way that leads to me playing with fire? i need to lengthen my attention span. and not get bored so fast. is cute the only thing i should care about..then whats the difference between the past and now. why i left for a future.. is this the future i look forward to.. although i have to admit its very fun. arghs.
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1:35 AM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
as usual we quarrelled again.. about the old things that u used to complain about. the problem is i dont think what i did was wrong yet u think it was terribly so. thats why it was over in the first place. and no matter how many times u try and restart its always the same ending. just let go. maybe then you'll feel better.
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4:30 AM
Monday, February 26, 2007
see see see just say u only then now u like that again. troublemaker. dunno how to scold myself already.
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8:07 AM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
louise is playing with fire. louise is a trouble maker. louise needs someone to rein her in before anything happens again. louise needs to have intellectual maturity of 19.
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10:10 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
i kinda miss tigger. and its hard to say so. miss tigger buying supper for me. miss tigger smirking. miss tigger all in all. tigger's about to board the plane soon i guess.
so many things to do and i am currently feeling depressed in my attempt to take and produce artist pictures for my portfolio. how to show feelings in pictures is something hard hard hard to do.
slept at630am that morn for 4hrs after gg to mos. did i say the first dj sucks? ya. but anyway not that crowded as phuture.
so many things to do so little time.
and i feel like doodling around again. no. no.no. think of what will happen after. not just what is happening.
jens most memorable quotes of the year : " These kind of things will only happen to you."
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6:30 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
and its cny soon. will try and recharge for the weekend. went shopping toDay but like half the shops in town are closed but still managed to buy some stuff. except for the fact that my sandals snapped halfway and i had to buy bubblegummers to wear home. ha.
midnight fiesta was quite fun. eating and eating till i snuffed out with 0412 0614 and 0204. ha. and thAT night i ended up being the succesor for pub sec. ate ate ate that night from chinatown to geylang. haha.
things are always happier when u dont plan for it to happen.
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6:57 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
tml's the day. kinda stressed these days. just have no time to do my own stuff at all. ok la i admit i went out during the night quite some times this week. dragged by 0311 and 0309. 0407 is so over. went chinatown at night and thats why i sleep at like 4am everytime. deadbeat/ i jus slept and slept on the weekend. This weeks meant to be better. except for the continual disturbances from everyone to try and a) ask me to go out on wed b) set me up with someone on wed c)kaypoh who i am gg out with on wed. and d) want to come find me here.. when all i wanna do is stay in hostel! no kidding. no prince with a white horse anyway. ( and jen gave me a rose for vday. omg.) can i just spend vday with some cute kid who can make me happy? haha. we can watch happy feet. heex.
distressing about the sp identity which i have to do which thank god linda helped me with. u know sometimes these things are just dependant on human relations and thank god i have such a nice and loyal fren. and not to mention capable too. Dearie thanks a lot. and also my dearest wn and qq. i dont think its nice to say what happened here but theyre like my own family. so iam so sad that they have to go. no more playing ziggity together, watching dan fei bi jiao hong at 1am, and doing everything else together. but they'll always form an integral part of h3 that i will never forget. wn was the first person i met here who taught me how to use stars planner on my first day being so confused here. it was such a shock to me. woe to the idiot who complained who will not have it well on her.
its gg to be cny. looking forward to shopping, break and everything. was looking back on my pics last time in jc. realised my uniform to skirt ratio was 3-1. omg. like my skirt isnt that short but then my shirt is freaking long. haha like a guys one. haha. reminds me of what sky said. that he thot i was jens bf on the first day we moved in. cos only bfs will be so nice to move things for her. and the thot didnt occur that the stuff was MINE! and so he thot jen's bf was a short guy with spiky hair. aiya. iam sure not gg to let the freshies who come in this yr think so or anyone who sees me anytime soon to think so.
toodle loo for now. wish me a peaceful day ahead cos i just got a phone call which i dont want to ans.
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7:17 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
i realise most of the time i dunno what i want. jen says i have split personalities. i dont think so, i just think i have extreme moods during different times that are very sensitive. i think i just want time on my own. to settle everything on hand before i think about anything else. been so tired wif sch. still not used to the harsh timetable. i want to spend more time at home just sleeping after having breakfast with my parents.just want to be able to meet everyone else that i havent met for ages. apparently its impossible. i just want to be wilful can i? i hope that in my whole life i'll meet all the people who will continue to allow me to. i dont want to grow up.
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8:48 AM
