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Tuesday, December 26, 2006




i think its over. finally. after so long of not letting go. i guess iam not used to being someone's girlfriend. there are things that are only to me myself and i. i cant include u and thats where the problem is. i need my own space and life.i missed being single and being able to horse around with everybody else like brothers. i dont hate i dont feel guilt and i dont regret. i just let go.love cant seem to keep me in it for long. i mean i do wake up and regain my senses no matter how drunk i have been. i'll miss somethings but then i believe its for the best. why do roses always come with thorns. one month and two days.021106-041206.

like fergie's song "BIg girls dun cry".

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Big Girls Don't Cry

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
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i think ive grown up. no more princes. its changed everything. i dont think i hope for fairytales anymore. well. thats that ya.

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5:05 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006




louise be content with what u have. louise do not try anything else just "for fun". stop trying to have an aff___. seriously i dunno what i want. i think the word louise only functions as a sister a friend and a brother. it does not include functioning as a girlfriend. i think i'll even function better as a boyfriend. just joking. damnit. one month has passed so fast yet i still cant melt. i just turn soft. damnit. thats not enuff for me. like i told someone before. the problem with girls is they always have to get what they want the most and thats not whats the best for them. ok. i am one stupid girl.

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9:12 PM