Friday, October 20, 2006
There were too many things that happened recently. The one that i dont want to play with or want anything to do with, will talk to me and the one that i want to talk to i will always end up pretending not to see. or if i see not to care. and the one i nv expected to care or even talk to me did. damnit. jen said :so after so long u find out jt is the one? Damnit i dun want jt. we will never have the same frequency even if we look or feel the same ok. just kill me. i end up thinking like a small girl again. freak. i dont like surprises. i dont like change in tastes. no. no. no. i think even jumpy is better.. help!
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