Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Its the aftermath of the incident. i think he knows that i feel funny and am not normal when i am ard him. but then accrding to jen he is outta the situation so i really dunno if he knows. i feel very guilty for running away but then..i dunno what to do and i guess i am not ready. not even to see him. ocm fu ren wake up! please dont smile at me and stand at attention with your shoulders broad spread, i cannot stand it! oh and one more thing. i have confidence in myself! mf's training has not gone to waste. if they like softies i dun care.
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